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Lies - Lies and More Lies
This letter is for those of you are still suspicious of a loved one doing Meth, but are in " DENIAL". What I mean is , in the back of your mind, you know it, but, your heart wont let you believe. You just don't want to believe that the person you love more than anything in the world is doing drugs. Well that was exactly the way I was for about 2 years. I kept making excuses for his behavior and wanting to believe every lie that came out of his mouth. (Does this sound like you yet?) Then as his habit became worse, he became more unable to cover his tracks. One night my child told me that he had taken a Tylenol. Wanting to make sure that he took the right thing, I asked him which bottle he got it out of. He pointed to a bottle right there in the kitchen sitting on the table and said "That one". I picked up the bottle and opened it. Tylenol was not in that bottle. There was a bag of meth in that bottle. At the time I was not sure what it was, but I knew it was a drug. I asked my child again which bottle he got the Tylenol from and he then showed me a different bottle that was in the cabinet that did contain Tylenol. He never even saw the bottle on the table. I still to this day believe that that was God's way of showing me what was going on. I took this drug to a person who my husband did not know, but I knew this person would know what kind of drug this was. I was right, it was meth and had been sitting on my kitchen table for my children to find. Well, you guessed it, the very next day, my husband called me at work wanting to know if I had seen the Tylenol bottle. He said that it contained a very expensive powder used for tools and that he borrowed it and had to return it ASAP! Yeah Right!! I told him that I had not seen it. For the next two days I was Questioned over and over about the "Tool Powder". I finally gave it to him and demanded that he show me the tool that it was used in and how it worked. Believe it or not, then he could not get it the shed to get the tool, He had lost the key. When I offered to break down the door to get in, He became infuriated and stormed off in the car. Then I was mad at myself for giving it back. I should have flushed it or something. I talked to him over and over, and he continued to deny that he was using drugs. I finally put a recorder on my phone (you can get these at Radio Shack) .I overheard things that I did not want to hear but it was for my own good. I was listening to a man who most definitely did not sound like the man I married. I even found out that he was a very big dealer and maker of Meth. I could not believe some of the people he talked to who I also trusted, was on the drug. I even overheard a conversation, he was talking to a person on a cell phone who was in progress of robbing someone's home and my husband was cheering them on!! I assumed this was a person who owed them money for drugs. I then told him to get out. He had nowhere to go, so he lived out in the shop for a while. One day, while I was snooping out there I found a bottle of urine. Why? I guess he was coming down one day and was too lazy to go outside. I took this urine and had it tested. (I had access to this) It tested for positive for SEVERAL drugs. He still continued to deny it. Said there were chemicals in that "DR Pepper" bottle. That's were the divorce came in. My children never had a father much and now they really don't, He finally got busted and is serving a very lengthy prison term. The moral of this story, is, If in your heart you need "Proof" to make you believe, get it. You may have to be sneaky, and you will find out things you did not want to know, but is it worth your children and family suffering his/her consequences? Meth addicts will not let you help them. Not when they love the drug. They will tell you whatever they have to. Prison is the best thing that ever happened to my ex. He is now off Meth and realizes that his children are very special. Now he sees what he did. If had had not gotten a divorce, that could have been my home being raided and my children could have been taken away. I have asked my self over and over what could I have done to help him, You can't help them if they wont help themselves. |
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