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John's Meth Story
I'm in love with a Meth addict, bad decision on my part. Never even knew he was an addict until six years into our relationship. If anyone ever told me not to get involve with an addict and what I was in for as the number it played with my psyche I would of heed their warning. Three Rehabs later and he's back on the shit again. I felt like I have lost my identity living with an addict. The lying, the stealing, and the cheating that keeps you wondering nights...Where is he? Sounds familiar? Welcome to Tweeker World USA thats what it feels like out here. I never tried speed but I have seen the havoc it has reaked on families. If you think their going to change their addict behavior you can keep dreaming. It's not going to happen. They will get so good at lying that they could get an academy award for their performance. When I picked up my husband out of Rehab the third time I swore to myself I wouldn't let him manipulate me and be on guard. I tried to be a positive role model and be supportive in his recovery, but made a promise that I wouldn't be a fool this time....So about nine months later. I started to notice the behavior, sometimes very angry, heavy, walking on eggshells. You know the routine if you know an addict. But sometimes they can be so loving.... don't get fooled they could be high as well. I work fulltime and go to school fulltime so my husband has the time to get high because of my schedule. I put voice activated tape recorder in three rooms before I left one morning. This is what happen: I did this for four days. Afterwards, I reviewed the tapes in my car one night after class in privacy. I heard my husband smoking a speed pipe torch and all. Then I heard a womens voice talking and getting high with him. She's the bag whore of the neighborhood and a friend's wife. They were watching pornos and having sex which was clearly obvious while listening to it. What was really sad was how she was talking about him coming over to her house the night before and having sex with her all night. While I was sleeping he snuck out, she lives around the block from me. Finally, the evidence I need to break out of this ten year nightmare. I had never had proof of any of it before. Everyone the addict knows which usually are all their friends who are usually their dope connect will lie for them. Of course when I confronted him with the tape, he tried to denied everything. I kicked him out that day period end of story. After all that has been said and done I have realized the best thing you could do.....let them hit rock bottom on their own and to stop saving them from themselves because you will be part of the wreckage if you don't. |
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